Halo/lotus/sphere/cloak

This was written in July and August of 1998.

Since June 22, 1998 I have had some physical illness symptoms of lethargy, muscle aches at times, some weakness at times, mild fever at times, slightly dry mouth, slightly more thirst, slight metallic taste at times, possibly sweet smelling urine, hot spots on the body including the indentation in the centre of the clavicle (collar bone) at the bottom of the throat on the skin surface and a little below, back body aches and congested knots feeling in kidney area, slightly above, and also in the bottom of the throat some of the time, with a hot spot in the indentation in the centre of the clavicle (collar bone). Also there have been occasional back body pressure sensations and occasional bum poking tendril sensations, which could be some sort of higher-dimensional cross-section tuning effects and which are not imaginary. Also there is (it is now, as I am writing, which isn't always the same as when you are reading, especialy with International Date Line effects to be considered for some, July 18, 1998) and has been, since July 10, 1998 plus or minus a couple of days, a sensation on the top of my head which is like a "halo ring" or "crown" pressure which I think has been damping my bioenergetic flow some, and that I will feel better when it lifts off the head. This is a little like the "skullcap" pressure I had in late November and early December, 1997 but is not as far back from the top of my head (the "skullcap" pressure was centred at what would be, if I had male pattern baldness, the spot not at the front of the hair but back from the centre of the top of the head and sloping about 30 degrees down location for a bald spot to begin (I don't have a bald spot), and the "halo ring" pressure was centred not as far back on the top of the head but was still tilted back slightly. Once again I hope to feel better physicaly when the "halo ring" pressure elevates from my head. I don't know if that will mean I will then have a halo, probably non-visible, above my head or not. For now it is a "halo ring" pressure on my head, not above, but I am hoping for it to lift, and perhaps remain but be elevated above the head and perhaps measurable in some scientific way, more likely known to Asians.

On July 19, 1998 8:33 p.m. NDT, the "halo ring" pressure changed to a varying, spiralling, varying shape, one like a good dragon or coiled kundalini serpent, perhaps. This sometimes moved to to the left a bit, sometimes right, sometimes tilted forward, sometimes centred. Is it like a graduation cap (mortarboard, or the Ph.D type) only tilted back slightly (like the Ph.D type). Then a little later the pressure moved to more varying pressure and a sensation as of dancing leaves which I likened to the "thousand petalled lotus" on top of the head as depicted on the cover of "Tantra of Kundalina Yoga" by Paramahans Satyananda Saraswati. I also detected warming in my hands when I placed them just above my head, then or later, as if there were chi flames rising, but this might have been after the "turban winding/unwinding" sensations.

July 20, 1998 00:12 NDT there were some broader radius turban winding and unwinding sensations and then a bit less pressure. At 02:39 NDT the presssure was lighter but more continuous and a lot like the "skullcap" pressure only tilted slightly forward, still centred back a bit from the centre of the top of the head, though.

After that the pressure diminished some and there was warming of my hands due to chi sensitiviy, just above my head and I continued thinking of it as the "thousand petalled lotus". Around July 27 (I will have to check my notes) the warming diminished a bit. Then late the night of August 1 the region in which my hands warmed unusually due to chi sensitivity, I guess, moved to an at least approximately, possibly actually, spherical volume about 35 cm in diameter and centred 45 or 50 cm above my head. This volume reachable if I stretched my arms above my head, but the top of it only if I stretched intensely. Then later that night my head was enclosed as if in a cossack hat and I had to brush it off, partly with a visualization, and all of me was enclosed as if in an invisible apple and I had to brush it off again, partly with a visualization and then once there was a ring pressure with a thorn prick sensation in the centre, and I brushed that off, partly with a visualization. I believe that the roughly if not actually spherical ball above my head as described, which did not change much through all that if at all, is part of me. I will continue to monitor how that ball changes.

Aug. 14, 1998: On Aug, 11 at 2:39 p.m. NDT, I noted the sphere had increased in diameter from about 35 cm to about 50 cm. At 9:13 p.m. I noted that the sphere had moved to a cloak effect all around my body, with a hand-chi-warming beginning on average 15 cm out from my body and extending at least to arms length, tapering some at that distance, and beginning more like 5 cm above my head. It is as though my self has as part of it a resonant cavity antenna or something like that. I will continue to monitor how it develops but it has remained fairly stable for three days now.

May 2001 note: I don't note any unusual tingling or warming of my hands above my head or at cloak distance now but I do have a light invisible pressure on my head which I would term more a crown pressure than a halo pressure or skullcap pressure. But on second thought I don't think it is a ring pressure but more a distributed pressure but well ahead of the skullcap pressure area and sometimes dipping to include my forehead. Also the insomnia with invisible bum pokes that I described in the Recent Changes section began not long after this halo/crown/sphere/cloak sequence.

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